I feel terrible.

I'm full of guilt, but i'm selfish. I love my sweetheart too much to care abt anything else.

I cant let him go, and my parents are hating me.
I ran away. I am struggling to find my peace.

Seriously... What is ahead of me? Only Allah knows. He's either testing my patience, or He wants to teach me a lesson. O Allah the Mighty, please forgive me for You are Most Merciful, and bless me and the people i love. Amin.

And that I have to run away, it is most inconvenient but I have no other options.
Or else my head will split open and you hear the screamings inside.

I know who my true friends are... and people like ***, I know I'd better just zip it.

I am in love with my man. And no one will take him away from me, lest God sends his Angel to take his life away. But I love you, cupcake, and everyone is just jealous.

Yes, perhaps insanity has gone thru my head. I just wanted to cry and die and never have to do anything for the rest of my life.

I hate my family.
For The reason that my mum is the biggest shithead around.

She always thinks that she's the rightest. That she's smarter than my dad or anyone of us. I cant stand her selfish ways, her inability to appreciate what others have done for her. Her mouth is so filthy, she never knows the right words to use to make people happy. She thinks she's funny but no, she's fucked up.

And ever since she went for her classes, her arrogance got over her head.

I just cant stand her. Honestly.